It ain't gonna be a relaxing year as before, yet it will be super duper tough, At the end of the year, I believe that we will be a totally different person, unlikely to be naive and immature as before. We might see things differently, learning to accept the brutal reality, provided that we succeed in tackling those torturing obstacles. But the question that always creeps into my mind is, what if we couldn't survive at the end?
I used to pray so hard before, demanding God so that He grants me whatever I'm asking for. But after getting things i want, whilst it doesn't go smoothly as I think, those blessings in disguise have transformed me to complain a lot, further requesting God to fulfill all sort of needs rather than trying to understand God's wills.
Where are the faith that I supposed to have in God, whose love endures forever?
Where are the compliance that I shall have, when God is moulding me to be a better person?
Guiltiness overloads, I was ashamed for my deeds. I'm too self-concerned and rebellious that I kept on leaving the pathway He has prepared. I was not appreciating His graces yet asking for more. I was the nine out of the tenths who got cured but then turned to be not thankful.
Lord, I should be faithful as I know Your graces will be sufficient for everyone of us. I should be thankful for all the tiny minute incidences in my life which i know they are planned to be part of my life. I would like to say, I'm just blissful enough to have family and friends who care and help me a lot when I'm in the midst of hardship.
The end draws near when my strength is failing, but still my soul will sing your praise unending.
Ten thousand reasons for my heart to sing, to be joyful, to be happy.
There are challenges ahead which i couldn't avoid them, but I know that God will never leave me alone. He never changed, since forever and ever.
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